posponement...

my dear prens...especaly for those waitin' for my part 1 novel of "the love that whisper..."

this time I can't post it..kinda bzzz rite nw but sooner or laterr I will...so plzzz be calm and patient kkk...God bless!

words from the author

hello...hai everyone, shallom in the GOD name...

I wish I can complete this story that may connected with a few of my friends.

Thus whoever that feel he/she's story been manipulated and been used, do not mad...It is my imagination only, sorry if it resembles yours ok...no intent to steal your life story..even maybe your love story...may be "no boundaries" song is fit to become the theme song for this story...so everyone please enjoy my story ..."the love that whisper..",even this is not perfect enough, but I love to do what I want to do...don't just stare there, read it and support me...if it is not wasting any single moment in your time, then please leave a comment then I'll know how to fix and improve myself...Thanks to you all, my friends direct or indirectly...

with love,

The love that whisper...

Epilogue

Love whispers…calling the name of her…He took a sip from his glass, felt the taste of Arabica coffee that has a great taste but still, his heart crying. He unable to find any better excuses to soften his heart so that he won’t feel like grieving. “Damned”, shout him in silent. The evening take place so early, he even not realized when the sun went missing from the sky. He mind like burst, shattered in blurry atmosphere. He doesn’t like that. Very much. He went to his room, returned with a blue cover book on his right hand. Front of the book was written “Annabell”. He has read it, too many times until he can memorized them all. He ever regret his act on reading other belonging that should not he read. This way making his life more in messy. Rycho skipped to the two last pages, the words written there made his heart sanked. Truly, it touches his heart…”Annabell…”his voice, murmured.

Special edition novel...

"The love that whisper"

SYNOPSIS

He can't betrayed his feeling and acts against it, it feels hurt. Too many attempts that he done to make the feeling fade away but failed, and failed. It even hurt more.

She hid the feeling within, even that she can sense spark between them but he seem to run from it, not ready yet about her. He shows his wildness towards other guys and to see it crush her heart. Are there is no space for her in his heart or why he should react like that?

They keep on denying their feelings, seeing each other cured the heart but they just act like nothing. Chatting like a friend but not brave enough to look eyes on eyes. Time pass by, and the love they kept growing, but they still hurting each other until they got separated in different ways.

Something felt empty and went missing. This time the love has whisper and the truth has to be known....

Bulan June dah sampai..

pada 29 may until 1 june, I p tdo umah putri. Her family is nice to me and I apreciated that. Dalam umah dia, ada anak buah dia, suma cute2...sekarang maci trindu2 dgn dorg terutamanya c alik..3 years old and he is naughty,as usually kid...putri's mom is great too and her sister-in-law is good. On 30 may, I join family put p kahwin kazen dia, dkat dewan tabung haji...well-known pula kazen c put ni, sampai prof worren, tphep en.rosli dan siap ada datuk lagi tapi I pun tak knal datuk mana tu...bestla, ada mdm Hazlenah lagi I nampak, beliau tgh ambil gambar org time I nampak dia. She is pretty, 1st time nampak dia huraikan rambutnya, woww gorgeous!

Yang lucunya, ada tu sorg pompuan,I pun tak knal dia but sexy baju dia, tak ngamla..dahlah agak gemuk and her body "tegap" tau tak pa...heheheh,dia p menyanyi dangdut lagi tu...mw bergelek uda dia tapi nasib dia ingat dunia...hahahhahahah,I dgn put berabis ketawa, bukan kami ja tau,kak ipar dan mum c put pun turut serta mengetawakan...hahaha lucu baaaa, tambahan lagi kawan dia tu, cute lah juga..hihih lagi lucu, ada macam gedik2 gaya kawan dia ni, p menyaynyi lagu english...I lupa uda o tajuk dia(with you mungkin:)), bergaya kunun mw kontrol sora dia then tiba2 stuck, tak kuar sora, dia ketawa lagi tu pakai microphone (aahhh...malunya)

sot tul 2 org tu.....hahahhaha,takpala jadi bahan tawa kihkih....

balik dari kahwin tu, terus singgah p city mall, jalan2 kat sna...penat oo..

petang jam 4 baru kami suma sampai umah put,wow...I tdo sampai malam o...I malu juga dengan mum and kak ipar put...hehhehe,sorii ya put...:)

bsoknya, JC datang juga p tdo d umah put, sebab dia nak sempat p terminal(dia nak g convo bf dia)...malu dia,macam situasi I yang 1st datang umah put...hehehe segan la katakan...

kami berjalan p tuaran trus tiba2 sampai d OneB...hihihi ajaib kan..

malam jam 7 lebih baru kami sampai umah, ntah jam 7 ka 8 tu...macam jam 8 juga...pokoknya dah malam la..penat o tapi ole kerna nak buat kek coklat sama2 dgan put, I segar2kan dri padahal I dah ngantuk tu..hehhe,I,put n JC..buat kek..I taulah macam na nak buat kek coklat tu...I punya tugas dalam buat kek tu pun penting ooo kalo taktak jadila kek..hehehe

I ayak tepung ja...dan cuci dulang kek tu,p gaul2 adunan kek tu d mixer ..e2 ja..penting mah juga ;), tapi tulah, swet bertandang  p umah c put hehheheh...Thanks put yeaaaa

For those who is special..

Friends..

thanks for being there for me,as in my bright and dark day

all of you: we have share a lots of things that I'll ever forget...

thanks..

For someone..

I hope we are eternally together, only for each other..

I'll keep my faith and I hope you do so..

because each day that pass, it won't be if I'm not thinking of you..

Family..

I miss to be with you guys..

as for dad, I wish you in a good health

and I promise to bring you hope that you believes in me..

thanks for the love that never leaves me!

Feeling hurt "because of you" part 1

There has a quotes that states:"I can't make you love me if you don't. I can't make your heart feel something it won't." by Bonnie Raitt that adapted from "I can't make you love me,".I felt touched by this words. Being in a relationship with someone give one to think a lots of things, What I should do and don't, and it sometimes make someone learn something that she/he never realized of.

Feeling hurt is must and sometimes is confusing 'why should we hurt each other if we can do our best to take care each other feeling from feeling hurt.

why should in relationship have to feel betrayed even it is not seem like to be, to feel lonely even it should not and feel abandon even it seem not real.

Are someone who asks for love and attention is someone who is demanded and selfish??

why should feeling hurt lingering in someone that should not feel that feeling?

why dating for so long is not the key to show he/she is not the "mr/mrs right"?

why should "parting is all we know of heaven and all we need of hell?"

Are been in relationship, feel the love that one should feel hurt as the expense of the emotions?

If someone who isn't dare to feel the hurt, then he/she have to be aware that love is the thing to avoid. Could love is the a thing that have to be pay with getting hurt then will the happiness is guarantee to the one who really hope that it will be??

gambar time birthday ann

This time birthday ann unnie yang ke-21.tulah wajah cake dia dan yang kat hujung bawah tu gambar  hadiah yang I and put bagi kat ann..cantik kan

Kena kaci makan juga....

hari ine woww syukur,thanx God sebab kena kasi makan from pagi untul ke lunch. kenyang woo..nak tahu menu nya?

pagi-kat bilik ada makan nasi goreng paprik dan ada jua bawa bekal p kerja

pagi lagi-ada sarapan lebih kat tmpat kerja, kata VJ jangan ckap "sisa" sebab ia adalah "Lebihan" hahahha, wow VJ oppa membetulkan anjula dongseng hihihiii..

tengahri- makan bekalan(nasi goreng paprik) with "lebihan" makanan and they are, of cuz ayam kicap, ikan taucu and taugeh  with tauhu, well macam sedap kan, memang pun sedap plus airnya: lemonade hahhaha nama kampung "kitchai teda amoi" tapi sedap ooo..

*sedap ba, kalo tiap hari keja macam ni, mau gemuk o I.dahla keja skp pun keja tak brapa sangat, susun2 barang and siap ntah pa lagi mo buat. hihihhih, best jua o skp.nasib I mencubanya, well sapa2 yang blom mencobanya trylah..ada satu sem lagi chances.kiii,fren cobala(...bukan yang lagu krisdayanati yang setia2 tu)

*pss..nak gtau lagi korang yang jadi leader kami p makan makanan, hehheeh of cuzla si VJ tut...dia jua la yang di cari oleh EN,AZIZ...thanxla encik, murahla rezeki encik la.

*for yang kemarin, ada sturang besfren sa sambut birthday, tua uda la fren sa tu... sapa lagi kalo bukan c anjula unnie....21 tahun.well sapa2 yang berminat bolehla..ehem..tapi jangan lupa a,unnie satu ekor ni nak yang macam muka 'david archuleta',kalo takde takpayahla..kuang3X..I ada bagi hadiah jua dgn put unnie, sharing la, mudah2an c ann unnie menghargai gift kami tu..sshh...tapi memang cantik tau,siap ada tulis nama lagi kan3..ada tu I upload cake nya yang mahal and sedap gitu..sorila dah habis ya..hehehhe..what an enjoyable life!

StArT WoRkInG!!

Today, started at 9am my work as SKP under bio lab done.Fuihh...I can say it may tired, I exhausted because I and 2 other of my friends are tidying the storage of bio's lab.Too many things inside there and when we were doing our cleaning, there are few things that I found for the first time since I first enter UITM.Wow.. amazing, it is so unique and I think it may costs much if it had been sold to the muzeum. and there is one more thing that occurs that I might not forgotted; I starved to death for the first day completed my task as there is no food to be eaten since no one selling foods or neither I and my friends can go out anyway. so poor.5 of us fasting today until we got off from work.hhehhehe, actually it was a memory for me as I'll remember this.Nevermind cause UiTM is in myHeart!!

HAPPIE MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY for those who is mother, a mother-to-be and for my sisters, hapie become mom!

I've end my sem 5 in UiTM SABAH and in short time I'll back to UiTM to SKP.I hope that this holiday will bring a good memories for me as this is the final year I'll spend in UiTM sbh.

And as for this sem that contribute to many difficultiness and pain that I've just now after facing 2 years in Uitm sbh.Too hard for CSC and BIO.ridiculous right....

I have one more sem in UiTM sbh and I hope I can get the best result one and for all!

Besok MUETTTTT...SPEAKING!!!!

Tomorrow, exactly on 8am I will taking my MUET for speaking.Though I felt I've done too many mistakes in my writing and listening paper, I still want to try to do the best for speaking.hahahha, funny to think if I ever can get better results, band 3?hehehehhe,o dear poor girl.....Even now, I didn't read news..lazy girl!!watching drama then playing games in my laptop.so silly, how to improve????Everybody tell me?????

for the first time....

heheh,first time wat blog wow..macam bez kan. Takpalah try2 aja mw jadi blogger,mana tau ada rasa "i feel good" kan.Boring nak mampui ni tgh tnggu kertas muet speaking woooo...hehhehehsejak akhir2 ni daytime tdo ja sampai jam 10-12mlm,tapi bila dah bangun takdapat tdo pula hmmm...tak menganggu kesihatan ba tu kan,I guess la...skarang ni pun baru jam 11 tadi bangun, baru g mandi padahal tdo dari jam 3 ptg.Ntah sihat lagi ka sya ni hohohoh..